humbling antonyms: entering ramadhan

when social caste is seemingly inhumane in the globalization slash digitalised era:
remind yourselves that is the "strongest" country in the world that proclaimed world countries classing system.

when you are suffering from ego clash with anyone,
isnt every teachings available is revolving around the human core?

when things get too comfortable,
it is time to revise

when you're an ambitious optimist in reaching the top to meet thy King,
a good script writer would says that the true King has impersonated the Gate Keeper

when you grow up in high expectations to accepts others
-even before you learn to understands things,
most likely you'd need sometime to accepts yourselves :)
do, understands that a big void is expected

when you struggle to claim your independence,
take the time to realise, that you may have project yourself otherwise

when my daily horoscope says:
"Want a deep relationship with someone you socialize with? Start a deep conversation."
i believe even with every stars aligned and any possible deep conversations concerted,
unless the heart is willing, no relationship can ever be committed

when i thought i was loosing
then i only began to understands what was about to be lost..
and when the process to understands; presents itself as reality
-that hope is faint and expectation is of flimsy yet real substance,
it is time to accepts: to loose nor gain, have their equal weight afterall

when i met someone i was ready to bend and reshape myself
to love, accepts, work and stands by him forever blah..
is the one i was ready to foresaken that appears to able
to love, accepts, work and stands by me..
same difference: they both dont want me (still). bwahaha!

when you says im becoming of more demanding these days?
perhaps i just am ready for more demanding intimacy from you..

when the desire to marry is high,
i can only work as much to prepare myself..

when love is anticipated,
expects to be humbled

when i am certain to learn a thing or two about being humble,
i happened to says something so cocky tonight

when i searched for "humble" in thesaurus
it synonyms with "backward". haha.

when i believe i am strong enough,
then God says probably not..

when those more of me says that i am less,
well.. let it be true, especially in entering ramadhan.. :))

when i finish writing this post, after so loong not,
id read myself to sleep for a change ;)




please pardon my wrong doings, wordings, reflect muscle twitches and thoughts in the past..
although what has been done is unchangeable, i hope i can (still have the ability) to learn from my mistakes.
Ya Allah Ya Rabii, allow me to have the courage to walk along side Your will.

wassalam'ualaikum.