i may have let
the commotion of fashion
took over my life
bit by bits, pushed me to the edge
of emptiness

i may have feel
the issue within me
and have tried
searching for solutions
from the wrong corners

so i am here,
despites of all
achievements and losses in the past
-trying to put the pieces
back together

rediscovering myself

guess i dont miss others as much
as i miss me.

reinventing the self

only this time,
i wish to stay true.

reliving love and Allah