im feeling miserable, angry and hatred
within
and towards myself.
i wish for escapism,
but i know it wudnt take me far.
i gathered the courage to cry for help,
since i cant seem to help myself.

brahmana was quick to reply,
his was short n sweet:

perhaps you will let me sleep on it

as the quest is not unlike

laser beams across the room

of the museum showing koh i noor-

the diamond that may have killed thousandsof greed,

of jealousy, of desireand of passion

-it is tricky to step and not firing the alarm

with wrong words or wrong insinuation

let me sleep on it strange

i watched a nondescript movie in the plane

called the school of seduction

nothing great, nothing spectacular nor even sexy

just one line caught my mind:

each of us has a little flame within don't let it die

and don't let anybody kill it

i will sleep on it

i don't know if i can come up with something more useful

than that tomorrow

because what i sense is a pelota ball bouncing back and forth

on walls, on floor and ceiling

it can gain momentumor lose it slowly

depending on how strong you hit it

with your inner persistence

and believe

...

so im going to be miserable tonight

perhaps tomorrow too..

i think i need to be drenched in my miserable thoughts that start becoming self-pity

(dang i hate it!)

so im laying down low, hoping

that i would catch the light sooner then:

and bounce back..

i wish to simply,

bounce.