i got a 5

but he failed

he failed to motivate me

he failed to teach

he thinks i got issues

i think i got issues

but he doesnt know

the issue is with the istituto

let the matter rest

at least over the weekend

we've had enough

for the month

here is my issues:

when there's so much process between
an idea and a communicative drawing..
i dont feel this environment teach me
to comprehend and plant it in the back of my hand
they just say do more,
minimum facilities; barely guidance

my loyalty is not attach to a name (of the institution)
it is self-adhesive to the heart of that name.
when london/milan can be so different
what essence is there left for me..
to grasp? to believe in? to excel?

.

found my 'psychiatrist'

his name is sasha;

found myself a 'mentor'

his name is patrick;

found my 'challanger'

her name is sheila;

3 should be enough;

when i cant find it in myself just yet.

.

im just feeling the excitement of 2007,

the battle of runway between paris and london:

the galliano/parisian couture

vs

dries van noten/made in italy