why is it so heavy Allah?
why do i love so much to care..
but not enough to get involve.
as if my feet are seemed to be tied down
by fear
fear of making some changes
and all the progression ordeal that tails with it
or is it really just time to accepts everything,
blindfoldedly?

its been so heavy, now i recall,
since i was too young


Allah, help me carry on this life
carrying the dignity You've let me be
wassalamualaikum..