bound to be
demanding
hihihihi...
when ur closest friend had just left
and ur object of affection is flighing out
-on your birthday, yes.. thanks!!
whilst ur family is not the
"birthday celebrators" kind
..
well, i just bound to be demanding
for i really meant not to celebrate to begin with.

yet this absurd, strange, mixed feelings
torn between wanting to be
superficially happy or just simply, easily, coccooning myself back
to the realism of: emptiness..
makes this day memorrable indeed.

ahh...

well, let the show rolls ........