help

it is simple:
someone in need of help. so you help. no?

it has nothing to do with me. damn right.

but this is, about you -wait, who are you again?

allow me to refresh the memory:

you are someone that people dont mind being around with.
and when they do, you are someone people would love to trust.
someone to call when in need of help..

yes baby, thats you.

YEA BABY YEA!!!
(you're the man)


...

so what do you do, when your ex-girlfriend's mum
made that long distance call in asking for help to mind your ex-girlfriend's sister?

would you still be the big brother?
cause your ex girlfriend has a monster ego from being 'a true friend' to attend to and mend her responsibility as a sister?
the very same monster ego that crushed you last time?

ho ho, dont mind me. this is not about me.

oh, and dont mind the ex also, did you say?
is not about her. is about the little sister.

right..

im not here to stop you from being who you are.
i am not you.

go. go, follow your heart.

you said i should have more faith in you..

but you are not me. i am a woman.

somewhat i have yet to grow to believe that you can and will know
the when, how and what initiatives to make and say..
which secures and liberates me in being your woman.

you are right. this is not about me.

this is


about..



.....yo ....u.




be a man now, do the right thing.
-am just gonna be where i am watching.



just a nice quote of a little article for your interest:

"Memories, according to Psych 101, are never recalled, they are reconstructed. In fact, one of the most groundbreaking neuroscience findings this year is that brain cells that fired when one experienced an event for the first time fire again whenever one is remembering that event -- which indicates that remembering, in fact, is re-experiencing." -TBS jan'09



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Today at 6:38pm
sayang,

aku ngerasa ga enak banget tadi ama kamu..
bagiku ga ada motiv lain selain membantu..(and its about mimi)
maaf ya, aku kasih tau ke kamu mungkin saat nya ga tepat.
finally cuma pengen kamu tau bahwa u'r the best i've ever had
kalau kamu percaya itu, aku pikir harusnya isu ini ga jadi masalah buat kita... (exlude jealousy, assumption, praduga2), intinya cuma reaksi dari seorang iwan yg diminta bantuan seorang ibu.. karena anaknya desperate utk pulang ga ngelanjutin sekolah.. bukan berharap jadi superhero atau apa, cuma be there doang denger keluh kesah nya..

itu aja yang, :)
take a good rest, me dont want u kecapean dan sakit..
me lup u sayang

yayayaya???

iwan