the day i pretend to fall in love

being 28
let me liberate myself by simplifying A LOT
with no mean to over simplify matters
just hv the more and more need of quick tings,
if y'all know watta mean?

yeh yeh, death is certain and life IS short..
(but baby, is summer, but pls cover up a lil,
no need to over expose ones sexuality..
if it hadnt already been projected in yer eyes nor grace
-well, perhaps u aint got it to begin wif! HAR HAR)

so i tot i fell in love. or i believed i did. wait, what... love?

yeh, fairy tale, ideals, emotions, complications = brain fuqed.
(sun is out, y duncha just go out there and fry mine while ur at it?
yeh.. i trust u. ur da man. da man meant to handle the BBQ no?)

naah. this aint like my other dark postings. is just wat it is.

when uve embraced life goodness, succomb, nurture and be nurtured in it..
wats there to hide? is me. just me. all of me. my flesh, my thoughts, my desires, my wishes/prayers.
and life wud just be life. as it is. it kills and give me hope. and maybe, just maybe.. i have more faith than i know
of life... or wont u see it in my eyes and grace?

so take me. my friendship is as thick as blood. i am yours trully, as life is mine..

hmm, remind me again, wat is left of love.. when ur an addict of loving life?


(i wonder...... why these strong desires bubbling just beneath my skin)