culture clash #Nth : dont think

he told me to


STOP thinking!

"this is Indonesia," he says,
"the land NOT TO BE INDEPENDENT"

and

STOP worrying!!

"love happens in its own time," he says
"it HAPPENS, regardless it comes or not"

as he rambles on

i figured

men dont move on
they seem TO DO BUT DONT

they just make do with what/when things happen

and i cant help but to think of Iwan

how soft and gentle, strong yet fragile is his heart
suddenly feels within my hand

of course i get more insecure:

how do i love him..

IN THIS UPSIDE DOWN WORLD
THAT NOW IS CALLED "REALITY" ???




aaaaaaaaaarrrgghhhhh!!