as much as i hv planned the day,

wrote them down rightfully last night..

as if i already knew

that this morning is bound to happened;

im confused.

so much excitement,

feels almost humane again.

feels like an adrenaline rush,

to be at certain time and place.

yet im confused.

then i took my time, walking around naked in the house

which lately doesnt seem hygienic enough for my bare skin.

so im doing nothing but walked around viguoruosly,

took half a banana for breakfast..

and amazed in the phenomenon of feelings.

hold my hand, cuz im scared

but i no longer want to run from it