do religion works like a drug..
u inject upon ur brain cells
to illuminate hope and faith that once were clouded
by our humanely self inflicted pain and limitations in comprehending, life?

i spoke to my long life guru,
the one who 'came and spoke' to me to walk in the path of righteous
thirteen years ago while i was still righteous (so do speak, compare to today's pfft!)..
i told him briefly of my low
and too briefly of my recent dialogue within my prayers..

all he says was,
"i shall pray for you"





...

so this is it.
am taking this leap, alone.
(wish i cud ask the shadows that has been following me in the past few days)
no time for questions really,

this is about faith

wassalamualaikum warrohmatullahi wabbarokaatu