a question of love?

no more.
do my best -not about being the best
just, be.
dont want to:
regret
i just wanna, BE

me

glorious self me.


no more nasty niceness..

use my ignorance to good use:
back to the artistan with angst
-with herself.

because i am,

i am

afterall -a fighter

'balance' is my mission
in being/achieving my, best.

4 friggin months left

where all i want is to
reclaim the boundless love
i have missing out of all these years,

embrace them

thanking them

with pride.

because of all what Allah has
unimaginably given upon me through them..

insyaAllah, i shall be.

no more questions.

khallas.



to start off with:
as much as ive (let myself) been towed sides to sides between forgiving/acceptance and self pity/hatered,
here is my today's solution on the issue of A Al-E, which derived from neither of the two options above
-just an independent non-emotional driven factual base opinion:

"id rather adopt a stray dog as a pet than to deal with you"

...

Assalam'ualaikum